Wednesday's thoughts

It is about 2 hours to my next ECT. I'm planning some of my convocation details. SMS my family members that we got to meet at 830am on FRiday. I can't wait for it. SO happy!! We'll be eating at a SUshi place after the convo.

I made friends with quite a number of people here. Lor, Patricia, Paul, Wenny.. all this people are really nice. I hope i will never forget them.

Graduation Gown

Today, I went to get my graduation gown. It was a nice big store with lots of graduation photos and gowns displayed all around the shop.

I got myself the gown, drape and also the mortar. I will look something like this: This is NOT me. Just what I will look like in the gown that I went to collect just now. I can't wait til the time comes for me to wear it!

I had my second ECT today. I woke up with a fever, and had to take panadol to reduce it. Yesterday I got very angry with Lorraine because I thought she was playing favouritsm I didnt like that at all. So I glared and her and yelled at her. It was excruciating. The time seems to pass very slowly today. I slept a bit because of the fever and headache. Clarence and I spoke on the phone and he updated me as to how his lodging issue is like. He'll be back the Monday after next. I truly am looking forward to it. Today I spoke on the phone with my second sister. She let me speak to Sarah. How precious she is. I can't imagine being so loved. Maybe I shouldn't discredit my mother. But I really think my mom cant take any more of my nonsense. I'll live without her.

Today I was woken up by Nurse CHeryl Goh Ai Sze. I had western breakfast. Yesterday I spoke with my mom . She sounded concerned but I still dont like her tone of voice.

Right now I am waiting for Dr Leong to appear. Will keep you updated.

log of 16/7/08

Today I'll be having my 1st round of ECT.
what i did today - john ting is going to visit me, ect will be at 2pm. shld be awake by 4pm.
dr leong will see me before the ECT. spoke to clarence over the phone. spoke about what he likes to eat.

Important things to remember #1

Passwords are in the booklet and also on your live journal blog

Agreed to ECT on my own.

ON the 15 of July, I did these things
- woke up late
- had breakfast
-then went to use laptop
- felt tired again then went to take a 1 hr nap
- got informed that nurses had promotion
-listening to Grace To You Youtube movies, and also Ravi Zacharias
- Gone on Facebook to add Lorraine
-people that I have met are Dr Lau - who likes to sing and is a bipolar too; Lorraine - 13yo girl who refuses to go down to the child ward. Tan Bee Ling - TBL for short. Ayaka - a japanese girl who is much like Lorraine.
- I spoke to Patricia and her understudy. DD and Terep spoke to them. I was aware of this, however the contents of their speech I have little idea.
- Saw Dr Leong only for a little while. Wished I had seen him longer.
- Been updating my blog with some bible verses. Pepperody and WordFantastica are my main two blogs.